Saturday, January 04, 2003

happy happy joy joy.


hmm. i just noticed one thing. in my blog, i dont really write about actual events and people...i just go on ranting and questioning.

i dont know.

probably i still dont feel at ease writing details for public consumption...even when very few people really know about this blog. but the questions i write here are real, and are issues that i do want to bring up. then again, screaming in this blog would do little good. what the hell. it still feels better afterwards.

or not.

school starts tomorrow.

im actually excited.

Wednesday, January 01, 2003

happy ruined new year.

thanks to the scrooge.

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

hmm. it's christmas and i feel mushy.

im actually listening to the song entitled "i'll be" by edwin mccain. and now im downloading "out of my league" by stephen speaks.

bah. im a girl. im entitled to mushy moments.

and this website gives me the chills.


merry christmas.



Saturday, December 21, 2002

i feel like shit. and i dunno why.

i feel like i just cheated myself. like i just lost a business deal.

but there is no deal.

only life.

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

the one who could make you both the happiest person that walked the earth and the most depressed creature ever made is the one that holds power over you.

or so in my own twisted little world.

my tummy is killing me.

question is, what do you do when you know who controls you? do you go reclaiming that power? or do you succumb to the greatness that has been empowered?

and what if you willingly gave that person the power?


painkiller please.

Sunday, November 10, 2002

i am so in love with a website.

creepy huh.

ive always been in love with it, but seeing it in mentioned in a magazine i was reading rekindled it.